drunk

Written for theatrical_muse

I know who I wouldn't get drunk. My friend Patrick from back home. I got drunk with him once and he said some weird things to me and tried to kiss me. I denied what he'd done for a long time but now I can accept it. He thought I'd reciprocate.

Now as for who I would get drunk... Lemme think.

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I'd get Will drunk. I've never seen him completely wasted and I'm curious what he's like that way. He'll have a couple of drinks with us or he'll have a few tokes every now and then but it's never enough for him to get sloppy or anything. If I had to guess I'd say it's because he wants to stay in control of himself and not do anything he might regret. Or maybe he doesn't want me or Orli to see him out of control because he's the sort who thinks he's the "responsible" one. I don't know. Can't say I know him well enough to take a guess. Funny how I can live with one person for all this time and still not have a clue what he's really about. It's very odd when I consider I live with someone else I feel I know like the back of my hand.

I do know that it would be funny to see Will totally relaxed. I think I'd even like him more than I already do. I'd ask him all sorts of questions and know that he'd have to tell me the truth because he wouldn't be clearheaded enough to lie to me. I'd ask him about growing up with a dad who wasn't nice to him (from what I've gathered). I'd want to know what it was like being married to a woman at the same time he realised he was gay. I'd ask him if he felt as confused as I did and still do sometimes. The part of me that likes girls is still there. But it can't let me love a girl again. Not after Andrea. I'd ask Will if that's happened to him because his ex wife is such a cow. I'd want to know if he's having me on when he says he wishes I'd give him a real chance. I want feel like I know him as well as I know Orli. I do. I want to know for certain that it'll be OK for me to love him and not regret it.

Falling for Orli shocked me. Falling for Tom blindsided me. I'm where I want to be now and I can feel one set of feelings fading away because another set is trying to come through. If I could get Will drunk maybe I could find out once and for all if I'm better off keeping it to myself.

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I dunno. Maybe I should just say I'd get all my friends drunk and have a party.

one word meme from Ray

Where is your cell phone? kitchen

Your significant other? here

Your hair? wet

Your mother? absent

Your father? deceased

Your favorite thing? food

Your dream last night? weird

Your favorite drink? juice

Your dream/goal? business

The room you're in? warm

Your fear? solitude

Where do you want to be in 6 years? here

Where were you last night? here

What you're not? lonely

Muffins? blueberry

One of your wishlist items? bike

Where you grew up? island

The last thing you did? shower

What are you wearing? towel

Your TV? off

Your pets? lots

Your computer? Will's

Your life? brilliant

Your mood? tired

Missing someone? yeah

Your car? none

Something you're not wearing? clothes

Favorite store? candy

Your summer? mystery

Like someone? love

Your favorite color? white

When is the last time you laughed? now

Last time you cried? recently

Who will re-post this? Orli

Bath or shower? shower

Holiday? xmas

Writing utensil? pen

Vacation activity? swim

Bedding preference? cotton

Pet peeves? bitchiness

Cookies? macadamia

Eggs? soft

Favorite thing to do on a rainy day? Wii

Your biggest strength? dunno

Favorite thing about school? break

Most awesome gift received? necklace

Neighbors? none

What do you collect? nothing

Best kept item from childhood? picture

Greatest indulgence? everything

Your house? cabin

Fruits or vegetables? fruits

Quiet or loud? depends