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Feb. 6th, 2008
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10_letters
Will,
When I saw the postmark on the envelope I thought Orli had written me. I tore into it and I found a letter from you. Can't say I ever expected that. Not after what you said to me. How can I answer something like that?
OK. I put down the pen and I walked away. I needed to think about this. I'm kinda mad Will. You tear me a new one and then try to make up. How is it supposed to make me feel if you say one thing and then take it back? How do I know I'm not gonna be turned in the next time you get pissed with me? How can you write me and act like you love me or something when you act like you hate me too?
You're good at talking. I know people like you. They say what they think someone wants to hear. It gets them out of trouble. A lot of people fall for it. How do I know if you're only trying to be nice so Orli won't be mad at you? I don't.
I can't love you. But I won't hate you. Orli loves you. Seeing the way you treat him I can understand it. If you treated me the way you treat him I could probably do the same. But I don't know what to believe from you. Maybe if you can explain how you can be horrible to me one second and nice the next I'll get it. And I don't buy the reason you gave me. Come up with something else.
Shy
10_lettersWill,
When I saw the postmark on the envelope I thought Orli had written me. I tore into it and I found a letter from you. Can't say I ever expected that. Not after what you said to me. How can I answer something like that?
OK. I put down the pen and I walked away. I needed to think about this. I'm kinda mad Will. You tear me a new one and then try to make up. How is it supposed to make me feel if you say one thing and then take it back? How do I know I'm not gonna be turned in the next time you get pissed with me? How can you write me and act like you love me or something when you act like you hate me too?
You're good at talking. I know people like you. They say what they think someone wants to hear. It gets them out of trouble. A lot of people fall for it. How do I know if you're only trying to be nice so Orli won't be mad at you? I don't.
I can't love you. But I won't hate you. Orli loves you. Seeing the way you treat him I can understand it. If you treated me the way you treat him I could probably do the same. But I don't know what to believe from you. Maybe if you can explain how you can be horrible to me one second and nice the next I'll get it. And I don't buy the reason you gave me. Come up with something else.
Shy
