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Jan. 30th, 2008
National flirt a little bit day? There's such a thing? That's funny.
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Orli,
Hope you don't mind getting another letter from me. Especially when I could just email you. But this feels better to write somehow. As if it's more personal and I'm sending you a piece of me. That sounds bloody ridiculous doesn't it? But I can't think of a better way to say it. I didn't put a return address because I didn't want Will to keep this from you. Guess I'm missing you more than I thought I would be.
It's weird being back where it's so warm. It doesn't feel like winter here at all. I thought I hated the cold but it was a good excuse to cosy up to you and get warm. I wish I could wear the hat gloves and scarf you got me. But it's too hot for that. I saw them the other day when I was looking in my drawer for something. It reminded me of when you gave them to me. How you wrapped me up and gave me a kiss. You made it easy to fall for you. Wouldn't it be funny if every time I see a pair of gloves or a scarf I think of you?
Can't believe I was just up there. It's so noisy here. I miss taking walks with you and looking at the water. You never let me stay out long enough to let the cold be a bother to me. It's like you knew how much I could take or something. I can't think of anyone I'd rather spend a winter's day with. Can't think of anyone I'd rather spend a winter's night with either. If I had my way I'd be sitting in front of a fire with you drinking that hot chocolate that's better than sex. Well almost better.
I think all these things and want to be with you so bad it hurts. Then I remember who I am. I'm not ready to be with you again. I can't give you what you deserve. Will's right that I'm stupid and need to grow up. I hope I can learn to be better for you before spring starts. I want another winter walk with you.
I should go before this gets too much longer. My hand's starting to cramp up anyway. Not used to writing long letters or anything.
If I could think of something lovely and romantic to say right now I would. But I can't. I can't say things in a beautiful way the way you can.
I love you. I miss you loads. Maybe I'll sleep with that scarf next to me tonight. Just a reminder of you.
Stay warm. Maybe think of me when you go for a walk again?
All my love,
Shy
10_lettersOrli,
Hope you don't mind getting another letter from me. Especially when I could just email you. But this feels better to write somehow. As if it's more personal and I'm sending you a piece of me. That sounds bloody ridiculous doesn't it? But I can't think of a better way to say it. I didn't put a return address because I didn't want Will to keep this from you. Guess I'm missing you more than I thought I would be.
It's weird being back where it's so warm. It doesn't feel like winter here at all. I thought I hated the cold but it was a good excuse to cosy up to you and get warm. I wish I could wear the hat gloves and scarf you got me. But it's too hot for that. I saw them the other day when I was looking in my drawer for something. It reminded me of when you gave them to me. How you wrapped me up and gave me a kiss. You made it easy to fall for you. Wouldn't it be funny if every time I see a pair of gloves or a scarf I think of you?
Can't believe I was just up there. It's so noisy here. I miss taking walks with you and looking at the water. You never let me stay out long enough to let the cold be a bother to me. It's like you knew how much I could take or something. I can't think of anyone I'd rather spend a winter's day with. Can't think of anyone I'd rather spend a winter's night with either. If I had my way I'd be sitting in front of a fire with you drinking that hot chocolate that's better than sex. Well almost better.
I think all these things and want to be with you so bad it hurts. Then I remember who I am. I'm not ready to be with you again. I can't give you what you deserve. Will's right that I'm stupid and need to grow up. I hope I can learn to be better for you before spring starts. I want another winter walk with you.
I should go before this gets too much longer. My hand's starting to cramp up anyway. Not used to writing long letters or anything.
If I could think of something lovely and romantic to say right now I would. But I can't. I can't say things in a beautiful way the way you can.
I love you. I miss you loads. Maybe I'll sleep with that scarf next to me tonight. Just a reminder of you.
Stay warm. Maybe think of me when you go for a walk again?
All my love,
Shy