shyguy: (scars forehead)
2008-10-06 10:47 am
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Homecoming day

September 18

"Are you excited?"

Shy nodded at the question. How could he not be? But he didn't want to appear to be too excited for fear that Kevin would get offended and change his mind.

"I am, too," Kevin admitted with a grin. "I haven't been able to stop thinking about Will since we broke up. I used to be so angry with him but I just want to be with him, now. I think it's time I got the chance to make things up to him."

"I'm glad you'll get to do that," Shy said, resting his head on Kevin's shoulder. Kevin had insisted they be together one more time before he took Shy back home, and Shy found it easier if he didn't protest.

"Are you really going to miss me?" Kevin asked, gently playing with Shy's hair.

"Uh huh." It was the truth. In some sick way Shy was going to miss him. He was going to have to get used to not depending on Kevin for everything, and he knew he'd be thinking about the man long after he was gone from his life. As horribly terrified as Kevin had made him feel, he'd also made him feel cared for and ridiculously relieved to see him on the days Kevin would be gone for hours at a time.

"Good. I'm going to miss you, too." Kevin kissed the top of Shy's head, then gave him a soft pat on his backside. "We'd better get dressed."

Shy nodded and got up. When he headed for the bathroom, Kevin stopped him.

"Where are you going?"

"To take a shower."

"Don't." Kevin stood up and put his hands on Shy's shoulders, turning him around to face him. "Please."

Shy looked up at him, his brown eyes wide with confusion. "Why not?"

"I want Orlando to know I was with you before I gave you back to him."

Shy's eyes darkened and he shook his head. "Kevin, why do--"

Kevin gripped Shy's throat, cutting him off. "He needs to know how it feels to have someone he loves taken away from him. He needs to know you were mine the entire time I had you here. Don't ruin this for me, sweetheart," he whispered, kissing him before letting him go. "Get dressed. Wait down here and I'll come get you when it's time."

Lowering his head, Shy whispered, "Okay."

"And if you cross me," Kevin added, brushing his lips over Shy's ear, "I'll kill Orlando and keep you with me and Will."

"I won't cross you," Shy said, stilling looking down at the floor. He knew he was going to break the moment he saw Orlando again, but if he angered Kevin, he'd never get to see his husband again. Even worse, he knew that Kevin would carry out the threat he'd just made. The thought of being responsible for any harm coming to Orlando was enough to make him fall into line.

"All right." Kevin kissed his forehead. "I'm gonna go get cleaned up for Will. I don't want you all over me when we're reunited," he chuckled. "But after that, we're good to go."

Shy wasn't going to say anything about how unfair Kevin was being. It would be stupid to point that out after everything he'd been through with the man, but this last slight and chance to make him feel like shit really got to him. For the first time since he and Kevin had come face to face, Shy didn't completely fear him. He just hated him.
shyguy: (thoughtful)
2008-09-12 05:10 pm
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cleaning a mess

ooc: A continuation of Shy's kidnapping plot. Written for [livejournal.com profile] theatrical_muse.

"Do you really want to go home?"

"Not if they don't want me."

Kevin smiled at Shy's answer and handed him a potato chip. He'd been taking advantage of Shy's obvious mental break, finding it easier than he ever thought to turn the young man against his family.

"Do you want to stay with me?"

Shy slowly chewed as he looked at Kevin, his eyes void of any emotion. "Only if you want me."

"I do," Kevin said softly, reaching to rub a hand over Shy's head, the short hair as soft as velvet under his fingers. "I want you very much. I want to take care of you. Can't you tell?"

Shrugging, Shy picked up his sandwich and took a bite. The usual tray of food Kevin had brought him had been accompanied by a bottle of wine and some fresh fruit and pastries. As Shy chewed his ham and cheese, he couldn't stop looking at a couple of eclairs.

"Would you like to skip to dessert?" Kevin asked with a chuckle when he noticed.

"Can I?"

Kevin nodded and smiled when Shy put down the sandwich and reached for his treat. "I'll open the wine."

For the first time, Shy noticed the corkscrew that was on the tray. He could have grabbed it and jammed it into the side of Kevin's neck. He could have taken the bottle and broken it over Kevin's head. Kevin was either slipping up or demonstrating his trust in him. Shy wasn't sure what to make of that. Even worse, he wasn't sure what to make of the fact that he didn't necessarily want to escape.

"Here you go." Kevin handed Shy a plastic cup with some wine in it. "Sorry we don't have real glasses. I can get some the next time I'm on the shore."

"This is fine," Shy said, greedily chugging the beverage and handing the empty cup back to Kevin with a hopeful smile. "It's good."

Kevin refilled the cup and gave it back to Shy. "I'm glad you like it."

"This is good, too," Shy said, holding up the eclair before taking a big bite. Cream squirted out the end of it and landed with a plop on the bed.

"God damn it, Shy," Kevin snapped, grabbing the pastry out of his hand and hurling it at the wall where it landed with a splat. "Don't be such a pig."

"I'm sorry," Shy said softly, lowering his eyes.

"It's okay," Kevin said, taking back the cup. "I'll let you clean it up and then you can have another one."

Shy nodded and picked up the paper napkin that was on the tray. Working carefully, he cleaned up bed, then went into the bathroom to get a cloth so he could start on the mess Kevin had made on the wall.

"Don't forget the floor," Kevin said, watching him with amusement. It had been so easy to keep him in line, it would be a shame to have to give him back any time soon.

When Shy had completed his task, he looked to Kevin for approval. Kevin nodded and held the cup of wine out to him.

"Good boy," Kevin said when Shy took the cup. "You know, you did such a good job, I think I'll let you go above deck tomorrow."

Shy's eyes lit and he hugged Kevin, careful not to let any of his wine spill. "Thank you," he said softly. "Thank you." If he could see the sun, he would feel better. He knew it.

Kevin had been surprised by the hug, the genuine display of affection catching him off guard. "You're welcome," he said, awkwardly patting Shy's back, then pushing him away. "I have to go."

"What? Why?" Shy had started looking forward to Kevin keeping him company while he ate.

"I have things to do. Finish eating. I'll be back later." Kevin didn't bother to wait for a reply before he turned and walked out the door.
shyguy: (sobbing)
2008-09-05 11:47 am
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On the boat

After this. Warning: This gets uncomfortable.

The hum of the boat's engine was the first thing Shy was aware of as he started to come around for what felt like the millionth time. It always was. He didn't know how many days he'd been Kevin's captive, but he knew that he'd been fed a total of thirteen meals, including that very first one. Kevin had only tricked him that one time in order to drug him. After that, he'd proposed that Shy could simply take the pills offered and spare himself having to be awake for the things done to him, or he could forgo the drugs and see if he'd actually enjoy it. Shy had been all too eager to swallow the pills and escape for a little while each night. At least, he assumed it was night. He couldn't see outside and there were no clocks anywhere in the stateroom. Time was beginning to mean nothing to him.
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shyguy: (feeling broken)
2008-08-29 01:29 pm
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With Kevin

Shy was below deck on what he estimated to be about a 50 foot yacht. He didn't know where Kevin would have gotten the money for a brand new boat like this, and he hadn't asked for fear of getting hit again. Kevin was keeping him in a stateroom, complete with queen-sized bed, shower and television, and had been bringing him water and the occasional beer. It felt as if he was on some twisted getaway, and he would have enjoyed the accommodations if he hadn't been scared out of his wits. There were no more handcuffs for the time being, but the door to the upper deck was locked tight and there was no way for him to escape. Kevin had told him that if anything happened to him, Shy would be trapped down there until he was discovered or died, so he'd better hope that nothing would happen to him. As he sat on the bed, knees brought to his chin and arms wrapped around his legs, Shy couldn't help saying a little prayer that Kevin be kept safe just so that he wouldn't have to deal with being left behind.
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shyguy: (please)
2008-08-27 01:00 pm
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The boat

Shy had stayed completely quiet while Kevin drove the boat to another larger one anchored far away from the island. He tried to gauge the distance from the island and put it at about ten miles, but he couldn't be sure since there were no landmarks from his vantage point. He couldn't even really say for certain how fast they were going. The truth was he was trying to comfort himself by thinking he knew where he was.

Every once in a while, Kevin looked at him and smiled. If he wasn't currently handcuffed and being held at gunpoint, Shy would have sworn he was on a friendly boat ride with some nice guy at the controls. That made him feel even worse because he knew the truth about just what kind of man Kevin was.

The transfer to the other boat went smoothly and Shy made sure to cooperate so he wouldn't set Kevin off. Once they were on the bigger boat, Kevin sank the one that had transported them from the island.

"Are you thirsty?"

Shy couldn't help looking surprised by the question.

"I have some beer on board," Kevin continued. "Would you like one?"

Nodding slowly, Shy looked from Kevin down to his manacled wrists.

"I'll let you loose once we go below deck."

"You will?" Shy was so confused. This man didn't seem like the same one who'd been on the island. He seemed so relaxed and, god forbid, almost charming.

"Look," Kevin said, taking hold of Shy's shoulders. "I don't want to hurt you. Sure, we got off on the wrong foot, but I'm hoping we can be friends."

"You killed my dogs and you won't let me go," Shy said softly, unable to stop himself in the face of Kevin's bizarre attempt at congeniality. "I'm hoping you rot in hell."

Kevin's hand flew, rocking Shy's head and making him see stars. Fingers grabbed Shy's cheeks, squeezing hard enough to make tears come to his eyes.

"Be nice," Kevin whispered, "or I'll fuck you over so badly, you'll wish you were dead."

Shy whimpered, his earlier determination to stay in line quickly returning. "I'm sorry," he gasped out.

Kevin stared at him for a moment before shocking Shy with a kiss. It was rough and demanding, making Shy want to gag when Kevin forced his tongue into his mouth. He thanked god when it ended quickly and Kevin stepped back from him.

"Come on," he smiled again. "Let me show you around."
shyguy: (frantic)
2008-08-25 01:06 pm
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The intruder

With Will and Orlando on their trip to take B to Wes and Aidan's house, Shy was getting in a little time with his Resident Evil videogame. He would never admit that he could be creeped out by a game, but as the sun started to set, he thought that maybe he should give up the non-zombies and put in something a little less chill-inducing. Will had said that they might spend the night in the city, and the last thing Shy wanted to do was scare himself if he had to spend the night alone on an island in an eerily quiet house. The sudden sound of Lani's sharp bark outside made Shy jump and curse himself. The old dog was probably chasing something while the other dogs stayed in the house to keep Shy company. It made Shy feel good to have all the pets around, but he still couldn't help being startled when Lani barked again.

"When did I become such a pussy?" he mumbled to himself, getting up to turn off the game console and turn on the television.

When Lani barked again, then loudly yelped, Shy didn't hesitate for a moment before heading outside. There were all sorts of critters on the island and Lani could have gotten stung or bitten by something.
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